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This world is full of broken promises and empty dreams, yet for some reason we live in it anyway that's something I'll never understand. I see the one who stole the one person who could have made me feel the opposite of this and yet now the only happiness I had is gone now because of it. I feel more dead than alive but the only thing keeping me going anymore isn't myself but those who would actually miss me. My heart is slowly fading away to the darkness that's getting even stronger within me. And from what I've been noticing, nobody seems to fucking listen to me anymore!!!! So fine if nobody's willing to fucking listen to me i'm not going to bother anymore!!!
Darker Conflict Fanservice Challenge
Yes, I have returned and despite having two temp jobs and not a whole lot of time to work on projects. Frankly I'm backlogged as hell, but no matter! I have come back to my senses and have gotten back to work. The main two founders of the experimental project Artist Who....mainly myself and another member of the SCCG will both be attending the next summer Sacanime, August 31st - September 2nd the two of us will be located in artist's alley selling art and homemade plushies so those interested in buying from us we'll very much appreciate it and to those of you Darker Conflict fans that aren't following my facebook groups I wanted to show how m
Hesitance to Continue
One thing I must confess, throughout my entire life that I can recall, I have found myself feeling alone amongst a world filled with people that didn't understand me, and so, unsure of what to do, I have myself turning to writing. As the years went by, the imagery played like movie scenes in my head, just waiting to be expressed into words. It became a part of me that I thought I was ready to share with the world, until suddenly as my actual personality was being critiqued, and drama began to poison my inspiration, and almost tainted the purity of my writing, I began to fear releasing it from the safety of text based rps amongst friends. I di
Trapped in a very dark mindset
I apologize for not being around much lately, been extremely depressed. For the past almost week or soo I have continuously been finding myself in tears. Despite being an emotional train wreck because of what's been going on, I was actually able to come to realize who my true friends really were. It was those who didn't try to force me to go back to being in an abusive friendship, one that had made me feel extremely alone and unwanted, completely invisible despite being right in front of people. Almost as if i didn't deserve to exist. They were the ones who wanted nothing to do with her and cared enough about me to stay by my side when I was
How do I always end up feeling like this?
To my fans I think you guys are awesome truly I do and please know that my feeling like a horrible person for trying to stand up for myself is not any of your faults. Sacanime was really fun actually except for one part that's left me in this mood. The rage is gone I just feeling very depressed now which will hopefully go away soon. I'm sorry that the darker conflict gathering we were originally intending to do didn't end up happening we didn't really give ourselves enough time to really prepare. I didn't get all the cosplay sketches done and sent to the right people in time by the time I had most of them done it was very last minute and I ha
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decided to start over in a sense